BUILD YOUR TOLERANCE FOR THE UNKNOWN

BUILD YOUR TOLERANCE FOR THE UNKNOWN

Everyone has a natural resistance to and fear of what they do not know, and even more so, for what cannot be known.  

It takes a kind of quiet courage and faith in the goodness of life to accept what is yet to be known,
and step into living into it, rather than anxiously trying to control it.

It is a quiet strength to accept the unknown as it comes.  

Learn to build your capacity to face the unknown, and simply live into it. 

 

 “Each entered the Forest Adventurous

at the point which he himself had chosen,

where it was darkest and there

was no way or path.”

The Quest For the Holy Grail 

Anonymous 13th Century Monk

 HERE’S THE CHALLENGE

Going where you have not gone before has no clear path before you, and no obvious way through. 

All we really know is that we don’t know yet what we need to know to make good decisions about our physical well being, and how to safely maintain our mental health while navigating the unknowns of the world in which we work and live.   

Whenever we enter the ‘Forest Adventurous’, the distinctive feature of these worlds is always the lack of a clear path in front of us A clear way cannot already be laid out to undertake a worthy adventure; otherwise, it would not really be an adventure.  

Mythic pathways always unfold spontaneously over time, little by little.

Yet if we are really paying attention to the unfolding, each little step along the journey can be more fully engaged and lived, and each step can become something that moves us forward in new ways.

 The challenge for us, as we learn to tolerate the unknown, is to gradually begin to see the unknown as a helper, or a necessary guide.  It is the herald or harbinger of a potential time of growth and development, but in ways that are very likely to make us feel inadequate, insecure, unnerved, or quite foolish – at least at first.

We are to ask ourselves:

  • Why the rush to certainty?  
  • What exactly seem unbearable for you in the moments or circumstances of your life right now? 
  • How can you begin to bear the unbearable – to live with it in a new way?

  

HERE’S YOUR TOOLS

You will best tolerate the unknown by having a more grounded experience of embodying the unknown, and not simply holding the unknown in your thinking mind.   You can build your tolerance for the unknown by practicing the following steps:

1. Slowing Down & Going Down

Actively choose to slow down your thoughts, your breathing, and your speaking – in order to go down into the body – get underneath the surface content of your life.

2. Building a Tolerance for Bodily Sensations 

 We do this by allowing for uncertainty & unknowing to live within our interior.  It is often a revelation to realize that we don’t have to actually do anything about our felt sensations in our bodies.  We can just have them, allow them, let them be, and let them move as we focus on them, breath into them, and soften into them. 

The failure to do this causes us to rush into premature action and make impulsive decisions, before the time is ripe and right to do so.

3. Embodying the Process of Not Knowing   

Our bodies ground and contain us, and serve as the ‘riverbed’ in which the river can flow through.  Our minds are like the river, which needs to be able to flow, to clear, to move through a process of know knowing.  Otherwise, we tense up, rigidify, and push to act – typically out of fear or frustration.  Having an ‘embodied mind’ gives us an ability to actively not know, taking us into a flow that goes beyond the initial anxiety that comes from our experience of the unknown. 

4. Staying Present In The Unknown

Staying in the present moment often means staying in the ‘not-yet-known‘.  This allows the unknown to be perceived and experienced as something active and dynamic, something temporary – rather than something fixed and unchangeable.  By deeply attuning to our moment to moment experience, we learn to tolerate the vulnerability of not knowing, learn to understand this as a strength instead of a deficit, and stay alert to what will happen next.

As journeyers, we learn over and over again, to slow down, to take one step at a time, and to attend to what is arising in the unfolding moment, and eventually, to grow our trust in the gradual unfolding of the process in our lived experiences.

Facing The Unknown

by Michael Mervosh | A 13 Minute Audio Meditation

Letting Go Into The Felt Unknown

by Michael Mervosh | An 11 Minute Audio Meditation

Inspiration

I have a feeling that my boat has struck,

down there in the depths,


against a great thing.
                       

And nothing
happens!

Nothing…Silence…Waves…

Nothing happens? Or has everything happened,


and are we standing now, quietly, in the new life?

– Juan Jimenez

Reflection

Learn to shift your perception of the unknown.

  • Understand that uncomfortable feelings and bodily tensions, especially in relation to what is unknown, do not necessarily require you (or anyone else!) to have to DO anything about them.  Learn to simply have them, and let them live, breathe, and be.
  • Actively reframe the unknown as the not yet known, something unknowable in the moment, that will be revealed in time.
  • Understand that not knowing, once you can relax into bearing the tension of how it feels, can be a doorway into a deepening process – into more complexity, more subtlety, more nuance – and less black vs white thinking.

 

 

 

Action

For this particular task, the action is NOT a 
a doing function, but a practice of grounding, breathing, and become an ACTIVE WITNESS to what is unfolding and developing.  

Active waiting is not to be confused with a passive posture or resignation or listlessness. It allows for a kind of presence to be there, and there is a sense of participation in the waiting, as when you are waiting for an expected guest, but the time frame of arrival is not fixed or yet clear.

The action is one of ‘being’ – like being rooted and still, like a tree – observing what passes by, what comes forth, what unfolds over time.

The skill required is PATIENCE.

I said to my soul be still

And let the dark come upon you

Which shall be the darkness of God.

 

Wait without hope,

For hope would be hope

For the wrong thing.

 

Wait without love,

For love would be love

for the wrong thing.

 

There is yet faith,

But the faith and the love and the hope

Are all in the waiting.

 

Wait without thought,

For you are not ready for thought.

 

And so the darkness shall become the light,

And the stillness, the dancing.

T.S. Eliot